A quiet moment for reflection
Ahhh well here we are once again, i fear it may have been far too long since i last posted something on here. Yet as i sit alone in my room, basking in the cool neon from my laptop screen i cant help but feel a somber peace I havent felt in a long time.
A famous author once wrote: “Life is far too important a thing ever to talk seriously about” and i am definately one to agree on this outlook, but I guess sometimes we all have to face reality and realise that we indeed cant “play the fool” forever.
There was a time when i thought everything in my life was perfect, i thought i would never want or need another thing. The world was my oyster and i could picture myself 25 years from that point and nothing would have changed. I guess i was young and naive. Ok so maybe naive is a bit harsh, we’ve all been there i’m sure, but if i knew back then what i knew now…. i’d like to think i would of done things differently.
The things i have seen, the places i have been, the music i have heard and the people i have met… they have all made a lasting impression on me, some good, some bad. But that is not to say that change is a bad thing. Had i sat back and never changed my direction I would never have made some of the best friends of my life, i would never of met or got engaged to the lovely Ally, and i most certainly wouldnt of had the opportunity to get to where i am career-wise.
And now i hear good news on the horizon for the people i have left behind, i am never one to bare a grudge, i wish everybody in my past the very best in life. Those that i still keep in touch with I am always there for, and those that choose they are better of without me in their life I wish them every joy that this life has to offer.
Perhaps my inability to let go of the past is what is causing me now to feel like i am loosing control of my future. I guess this blog can be see as me putting to rest childish thoughts of yester-year, closing the chapter and finally looking forward to the future and what may come around the corner.
I have a photographic memory, and will always remember the good times and the bad vividly, but from here i’m going to move forward and never look back.
GAME OVER! Please insert credit to continue ;o)
